This is Letter 3 . Yeah . I'm not feeling really well lately . I don't know if you could see and feel my changes buddy . I just feeling lonely . And do you know ? I got my first heart break yesterday . 20th of March 2014 . The hilarious and terrible day ever . I did cry . Aisy watched me cry . She comforted me . I'm just afraid to tell you about this . That's why I'm telling you through this blog .

I'm afraid . I wonder why do we're not as close as last year anymore ? I just feel it lately . Is there something that I've screwed off ? Is there any mess that I've built up ? Tell me please . I'm really scare if you don't wanna be friends with me anymore . We used to be bestfriends and I don't wanna lose it . Sorry if I pressure you a lot with this things . 

I just think that friends should not keep secrets from her/his friends . Unless it is really private thing . I'm sorry KC . Sorry . I know that I'm not a good friend . I have no benefits tho . I just have lots of jokes to be given to all of my friends . 

By the way , your birthday is around the corner . Can't wait to give this blog to you . Can't wait for you to read my letter . Love you friend . Lastly , sorry . I really meant it  .